I go to mental heath for depression and anixty attacks. Without the meds I am not sure how I would react or handle this. I left my husband 5 years ago. He wants me to come home. He is very controlling and i have been on my own now for the 5 years. I am not sure I could take the controll part now. He works and has a hard time keeping all the bills paid. So I feel guilty for leaving him this way. He wants to buy this best for me and I am very much "just me" I don't have to have all those exspencive things. I just want to be happy. He knows it all and everything in Bible is just it as it says. If it is someting to prove a point on his behave. I sometimes want to go back but I don't know if I can deal with it. He is to himself and I've always work witht the public. He is upset if I have a conversation with anybody while I am with him and our son,now 19.He is 10 yers older than me and we are an interacial couple. The color doen't bother me at all but I wonder if it the age differance 41/51? Help!!