Right. Well, unfortunately, you nullified most of my comments in your defense. I do think the first two commentors could have shown kindness, though.

There's a saying I won't get exactly right: "Do you know what the definition of crazy is? Taking the same action over and over and expecting a different result." It sounds like what you're doing isn't working--do something else!

I think we understood the first time that you have plenty of reasons not to be happy, and yet you posted even more reasons. (That kind of falls in the realm of playing the victim, by the way.) The thing is, it's time to get yourself happy anyway, or you're going to be singing the same song in another 20 years.

I won't be carrying on a conversation with you here. This is my last post on this topic. Do something different and produce some results. I wish you the best.

-Elaine