My wife of 18 1/2 years tells me one day she doesn't love me and doesn't know if she wants to be married to me. I am devestated. We started counseling and she was still a distant person to me. I couldn't really even touch her and she would pull back. We had a great relationship full of time with the kids and great sex until that day. I asked her about 3 weeks later her thoughts. She said she didn't know. I broke a small window. She had me removed from the house and filed a restraining order against me. She filed for divorce 3 days later. We have 3 kids in their teens. I haven't talked to the woman I love in over a month. This is killing me. I only see my kids a couple times a week. I was with them every day for all day. I devoted my life to her and the kids. I would do anything for her or them. I am lost. She is now trying to put me in jail for anything I do. I about lost my teaching job of 19 years.